total confusion.....

wat to do nxt????????
this is the query which is coming in my mind from many days...
Btech with very average percentage n baklogs...
mistakes which are done will be reflecting here...
really dont have a single idea what to do and what not...learning from my past is the only thing i did till now...
i am in total confused stage...

luv..anger..betrayal..regrets...

i think these are the words which dominated my entire btech life....as i told u guys that it was only my 1st year of engineering , the best time faced....then after it was only the worst part....i never had any intentions to make such words become real but it just happened with me....loving someone is just like looking after a child and taking care of him....we have to be patient enough at the same time shouldn't loose our temper or else it leads to the situation where the child starts hating us and this ends up the good relation....i dont know whether this example is clear but it is similar to that of my situation....
people carry lot of emotions throughout their life....even i carry them but to a very high extent....i think such emotions make me more restless....the one which dominated the most was my anger , because of this i lost many good things....i even lost my love which was a costly miss....i then came to know how they expected from me and how well i reacted....i still regret for betraying them and also myself....