feeling low....

it is very hard to keep your heart in control as you carry great emotions and the most difficult part of all is forgetting ur first luv...it has been 2 years and am still feeling low...i never had such feelings then , but something is really bothering me now and i donno what it is...??
i think it is easy to hurt people than loving them...the mistakes done should never be omitted...but realisation can be a solution...
i feel like climbing a mountain and shout as hard as i could...
i wanna get back and never make such mistakes again....GOD plzzz save me from thiss.....plzzzzz.....

finally a "smile"....

hiiii guys....it has been a long time sharing my thoughts with u....one good news is i cleared all my subjects which were as many as 22....it was one single attempt and i feel proud of it....the task was not that easy as these exams were in the span of 1 month....the entire credit goes to my friend SUMANTH who is also known to be as GOD....that is what we call him....not only me everyone should thank him as no one would have cleared any exams during our btech life....now i can proudly say that i am a graduate....

My dreams of doing MS is now changed as i think i chose the path i love....that is direction....

Also i joined in Ramanaidu Film School for PG in Direction & Screenplay....this would definately improve my skill and potential to reach my goal....

RISK productions is our banner and we make movies....

Recently i made a video song which was my debut in direction and gave me immense pleasure and thank you guys for rewarding me such happiness....the song was "kannulu neeve...." which was taken from the movie "Cheli"....the song was shot in 2 days and we guys enjoyed our work....thank you RISK team for encouraging me....

this is the link below of my video song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nXwTWaV4jw

I hope this journey would give me everything that makes me feel happyy.....cheers!!!!

total confusion.....

wat to do nxt????????
this is the query which is coming in my mind from many days...
Btech with very average percentage n baklogs...
mistakes which are done will be reflecting here...
really dont have a single idea what to do and what not...learning from my past is the only thing i did till now...
i am in total confused stage...

luv..anger..betrayal..regrets...

i think these are the words which dominated my entire btech life....as i told u guys that it was only my 1st year of engineering , the best time faced....then after it was only the worst part....i never had any intentions to make such words become real but it just happened with me....loving someone is just like looking after a child and taking care of him....we have to be patient enough at the same time shouldn't loose our temper or else it leads to the situation where the child starts hating us and this ends up the good relation....i dont know whether this example is clear but it is similar to that of my situation....
people carry lot of emotions throughout their life....even i carry them but to a very high extent....i think such emotions make me more restless....the one which dominated the most was my anger , because of this i lost many good things....i even lost my love which was a costly miss....i then came to know how they expected from me and how well i reacted....i still regret for betraying them and also myself....

ma engg @ HITS.....

hiiii guysss.....it has been a long time that i have posted something.....
after completing my inter with a good note and a poor rank at eamcet it is now the joining time in engineering....i was in search of many colleges with my rank of 39265....it was finally HOLY MARY INSTITUTE OF SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY....i tried for other colleges but at last got this one which was not bad....it was branch for computer science....i joined very late in the month of november....entering into the class for the first time was the best moment till now....
my first friend was prashant(chicha) who also joined the college on the same day....then comes our first internals....till then i donno how many subjects i had but then came to know that their were 13....i was ready to give the blank papers as many of the newcomers did....meanwhile i got a friend named raghu....he was the most silent guy in the class....never spoked to anyone till then....i used to sit in third bench along with raghu and rohit santosh....now the real fun started....with a group of friends(raghu,rohit,sumanth,naveen,kiran,thomas,aditya) around we had the best time then....our college has various rules and regulations such as (dress code,late coming ..etc)....we used to wear formals to the college the most embrassing moments of all....ragging was the threat of all but it didnt bother us much....our lecturers were ok....
we had the best time in our early days and then came our freshers....meanwhile i lost my path in handling myself and got attracted to some....freshers was held in our college itself in the mechanical shed....me along with naveen and kiran were prepared to rock the show with our dance performance....to be continued.....